February 04, 2008 Haven't been blogging somewhere else for a long long time. I ought to leave it behind me but I just can't. It hurts like crazy, it really does.And yet all it needs is just you to take it all away. When you're around, all my sadness just disappears, right up to the point just before we bid goodbye. And then I wonder, when will I see you again? Heartstrings -tug tug- Have I not waited long enough? It's been almost 2 years and you've been constantly on my mind daily for more than 4 years. It feels like I'm being brought into the past and I'm back to square one.When will I see you again?